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  • Nov. 28th, 2007 at 10:00 PM
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okay, so I still haven't finished my 'final' chapter of my nano novel, I've been stuck on picking a name for my new mc.  It's one of those half avoidance/ half serious issue things.  I mean, I could just call zer X, and change it whenever I get around to it.  However, I really do find that my character's name, as well as personality sketch are vital.  I get a mental image of who ze is, but I also tend to carry around a lot of psychological tags for various names.

Oooh, sitting here typing this is useful!  I just realized what my mc's name should be.  Not what I thought it was going to be, either.... sigh.

huzzah

  • Nov. 26th, 2007 at 11:51 AM
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 So I'm 'done' writing my nano novel, in that I've managed to shove 50k of words together.  But it isn't actually 'done'; according to my outline, I've got approximately a third of it written, which sucks because I've lost interest in it due to well, writing a lot of filler and losing interest in the main character.  That suggests to me that I need to do a re-write and I'm not up for that quite yet.

However, in the middle of nano another story came to me, so I'm going to try and start working on that one, and see if I can maybe switch off between the two.

Here's hoping!

not liking the sticky

  • Nov. 9th, 2007 at 11:38 PM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
Sticky Post for nano at the top of my LJ, that is.  However, I don't know which graphic I prefer.  Calendar or logo... hmmm.  well, tomorrow I'll change it, but at the moment I just can't decide.

Oh, and yes, my story is going, but so slooowly.  Maybe it won't read that way, but it sure seems to drag on and on!  Plus, an entirely new character just thrust his way into my MC's life, which I totally wasn't expecting.  My MC needed to fill a few minutes (or words) before the love interest showed up and instead of just having a nice cup of coffee and pondering life as people walked by, a brand new character just appears and sits down with her!  gah.

So now my MC is upset, her love interest is pissed off and the minor character?  He's wondering why the hell everything suddenly went to shit, it's not like he was doing anything!  Grrrr.

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  • Nov. 9th, 2007 at 11:32 PM
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I'm done writing for the night. If the nanowrimo cache hasn't cycled by the time you read this, I should be at a wordcount of 23,230. Okay, I'm actually at 23,234 but I'm not going to quibble over 4 words.

Now onto the important shit.



GoodSearch: You Search...We Give!


Go to goodsearch, find a charity you like, and for a month or so, do all your searching and maybe even some of your shopping through them. I'm doing goodsearch for NaNoWriMo right now, but I might do it again for a different charity later.

Now, they aren't as good as Google, but hey, for a month I can live with it.

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Nov. 7th, 2007

  • 4:22 PM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
so here I am, sitting in the dark because I've been writing steadily since 3pm.  I haven't gotten up to turn on the lights; heck I've only just noticed that it's getting dark outside, and it's dim here in the livingroom!  I love word wars.  Even when we're not officially warring, I'm writing.

word count s of now: 17,253.

And after dinner, I've still got a few hours of writing time!  It's a good writing day.  (plus I was able to fit in a tea party with my youngest between bouts of writing!).

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doing good

  • Nov. 7th, 2007 at 9:18 AM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy

I've been a busy bee with nanowrimo!  My wordcount is now up to 14,188!  Nothing else of interest is going on in my life, so I'll just get back to my novel writing now.

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hmmm

  • Oct. 27th, 2007 at 12:10 AM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
I thought I'd posted recently, but obviously not.  Glad to see nano and LJ getting together.  Will be changing my layout around nov. 1st, but until then I want a cool halloween one!

to update, I've got about 75% of my outline done, which is excellent since this morning I had 0%.  Though I am tempted to do a second one, assuming I have time, since if I reach 50k quickly, I might be able to do a rough draft of a 2nd novel.  If I do that, well, I'd really have to start editing and consider publishing, right?  *shiver* 

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aaaaaah

  • Oct. 2nd, 2007 at 1:15 AM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy

Nothing like coming home after a grueling day at work, and finding the NaNoWriMo site up and running!  And the Spork Room is totally a go!  wheeeee!

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Oct. 1st, 2007

  • 8:52 AM
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 Damn.  The NaNoWriMo site won't be up till this evening! 

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Nov. 28th, 2006

  • 10:59 AM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy

I've finished my nano novel.  Doing that involved skipping... six chapters, in which I only used a couple of sentences to describe what should happen, and


not the prettiest of endings, but then it's more of a... summary, lol, than the actual ending.

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art, life, what's the difference?

  • Nov. 22nd, 2006 at 11:15 PM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy

So I've really been finding it harder to write still, though I'm no longer depressed.  Yay!  It's just that my romance novel, which was supposed to be light and fluffy, has been more like a hidden personal journal for me.  Issues I didn't know I had, things that are glaringly obvious to my main female character, are popping up left right and center, and so of course I have to slow down, stop writing, and figure out what I really need to learn from whatever issue is being raised up, and then figure out how my MC is going to deal with it without having to go through my heart ache, lol.   This is a romance, after all, so she does get her love in the end.

It's incredibly theraputic, but not necessarily all that good for my daily word count, or even finishing this strange novel by the end of november.  And it hasn't been helping my sleep schedule either.  I just can't stop thinking about whatever has reared it's ugly (or not, as the case may be) head from my psyche, and think it through, usually at around 1 am when I should be sound asleep.  Thbbpt.  (the sound blowing a raspberry makes, lol)

My girls are doing good, though my eldest has a memory like a sieve (just like her mommy!).  We wrote a reminder on her hand (after she insisted on doing it first on her arm), but it did no good.  I told her we should stamp it across her forehead; she said, 'good idea mommy!', then paused and added, 'but how will I read it?'  I love her so much, lol.

nano blocked

  • Nov. 18th, 2006 at 6:37 PM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
I've hit the wall, big time, lol.  I can't figure out where I'm at, how I got there, and how to get my novel back on track.  I've gotten to 51k, not a lot of improvement in terms of word count over the 15th, and it only came to more because I switched to writing the sequel.  lol.  

I think I need to go to the nanowrimo forums, and see about writing a letter to my characters, or my muse...

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nickelback is getting me down

  • Nov. 10th, 2006 at 11:55 PM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
10I've been listening to them way too much, I realized today.  That and emo music.  I need something a tad more up beat, methinks.

I also found myself in a good mood today.  I was doing some grocery shopping, and I as I was walking down an aisle, a couple caught my eye.  I don't recall much of the woman, other than to notice she was there, but the guy kinda caught my attention.  Instantly I thought, now that's what I need to do, limit myself to checking out tall guys!  The silliness made me smile (or smirk, I'm sure), which this guy noticed, and he was blushing a little a having been checked out (in even the vague fashion I was doing it in) and standing a little straighter.  And I realized he wasn't recoiling in disgust, but was probably in fact now in a better mood himself.  Which improved my own mood again. 

So all I've had to do since then is remember the silliness, and the way my smile made someone happier, and I'm happy too.  I've even been grinning at home for no apparent reason.  

Oh, why tall guys?  Um, almost ex is relatively short (an inch taller than me), and so have most of the boys I fooled around with when I was younger.  So I'm thinking of trying a new 'type' on for size.   Wow, was there a dirty pun in that?  My brain is tired.

I didn't write as much as I wanted to today.  I woke up, got juice for the kids, and collapsed into bed again.  Almost ex got up soon after, though, and he dealt with the kids.  When I got up an hour later, they were gone, and I was alone without any coffee!  Gah.  I went back to bed soon enough and woke up three hours later.  That's when I went grocery shopping.

My only pet peeve of the day is that he bought the kids clothing, when he knows we're on a tight budget and I need more work clothes rather badly.  Sigh.  Oh well, next thursday I hopefully get paid.  *fingers crossed*

And after being distracted by lots of movies on tv, I finally managed to write a bit, but my wrist is hurting (mild carpal tunnel syndrome), so it's best if I stop before it turns into a major flare up.  Which means I also have to stop writing here, lol.  So g'night!

I love long weekends!

  • Nov. 10th, 2006 at 12:14 PM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
Okay, I may end up working this weekend, which is fine.  But, today almost ex has the day off, and monday my mother has the day off, so I've got a LOT more writing time!

I reached 30k last night, and it made me so happy, lol, I don't know why.  Now I have to push to get going again, but the novel had a big turn in it, which was way weird and not what I was expecting, so it'll be interesting to see what happens next.

Otherwise, I'm a little down, which may be to do with the weather, which is grey and rainy, or just cuz, lol.  Or it maybe because I haven't made any coffee yet, cuz I was hoping almost-ex would come home soon, and I could run out and get non-flavoured kind.  I like flavoured creamer, not when they add it to the coffee.  Oh well.

30k!  Already!  wow....

whistle while you work

  • Nov. 9th, 2006 at 1:39 AM
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Just got home from work at 1 am.  The downside of working till midnight, sigh.  I got to work the last two hours at the deli alone tonight, which meant trying to get everything done by myself.  It seemed to go okay, but I won't know till they open tomorrow, and they figure out whatever it is I *didn't* do.  Sigh.  I think I did okay though.

I also applied at Roger's Video.  It doesn't pay quite as much, and it has less job security (which isn't that incredible at Safeway, not at my level, but it's still something).  But selling videos would be fun, and the job has the perk of free rentals, which is always good.

On the subject of nanowrimo, I only wrote 250 odd words today, due to a headache and work, so thbbpt (the sound of a raspberry being blown, lol).

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nano freakazoid

  • Nov. 6th, 2006 at 9:35 AM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy

*yawn*, soo tired.  My brain is getting worn out, and it still has to work, cuz i didn't outline.  Gah.

I'm also getting frustrated with the flack I'm taking for having a high word count.  I can't help it if I type fast, and have more time for this than a lot of others.

I've gotten to the point where I hate telling people, because of the way they start to treat me when they know I have a high wordcount.

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Nov. 3rd, 2006

  • 8:20 PM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
so someone was asking this question in the nano comm:

Imagine your book gets published and a Hollywood studio buy the film rights. :)

Which actors would you want playing your characters? Why them?

Originally, my male MC was sort of based off of Brad Pitt, since I wanted someone charming, blonde and good looking.

He's since morphed into a younger Jeff Goldblum.

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I love the smell of nano in the morning

  • Nov. 2nd, 2006 at 3:42 PM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
I hadn't realized it till today, but I associate a certain smell with nanowrimo now.  Last year, a friend introduced me to the half coffee/ half hot chocolate drink you can get at Tim Hortons, and after last december, I found I'd worn out of liking it, and switched to straight coffee (triple triple with a flavor shot of butter caramel).

Anyway, on the way home from the library today, we stopped at Timmies for some donuts, and I decided to get one again, for old times sake.  And as soon as I smelt it, I knew it was my nanowrimo scent.  Now it feels like nano!

nano Day 1 over!

  • Nov. 2nd, 2006 at 12:38 AM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
Okay, day one is over, no more writing till tomorrow, and yay, I blew through the daily word amount.  It was such a relief, since when I was trying to write this morning, it was totally not flowing.  I'm not a morning person and boy, was it ever showing.

And a big thanks to [info]enkanowen for doing a word war with me and getting me to really write fast; though I'm sure I did the math wrong, but whatever the case, I'm doing good now, and have the time to write *and* think more or less at the same time.  Otherwise, I might start writing about otters, and it's all down hill from there.


Anyway, good night, and I'll sleep easier tonight, knowing I'm going to do okay this nanowrimo, rather than the blind panic that had me sleeping poorly last night.  Cheers!  Good writing vibes to all who want 'em.

Nov. 1st, 2006

  • 1:11 PM
geisha2, c'est moi, nano milk, dark flower, spring, brody, quote, coffee, kitty, tolerance, squirrel brain, blackheart, musing, parasol, depressed, vicious, thoughtful, sad, xmas, xmas3, smug, pagan, seth green, chair bunny, redbird tree, work2, love, loltard, fairytale, lady, annoyed, nanowrimo, yippee, geisha, eostara, thrilled, witch, angry, fireflower, reflection, vday sucks, vimes, creepy cute, timmies, parenting, nanowrimo 3, coffee2, xmas2, hottie, blue lips, candle, nanowrimo 2, weird, happy
okay, I'm taking the word count graphic out of my footer of my posts.  it's a little too much, lol.  Instead, I'll just leave a prettier one in my profile.  Anyway, if someone knows how to put it into the sidebar, that would be great too.  

Work was funny last night.  Apparently, the woman in charge forgot that I was working last night.  Still, nobody sent me home, and so I got in a few hours.  As an added bonus, it was a slow night, so we closed up at ten pm and I had plenty of time to get home and panic.

And I feel a little guilty.  I really should be writing my novel, not posting here.  sigh.

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