okay, I admit it, I have a new online addiction; online personals.  I find a new site, I just have to put in a profile.  Oh, I don't turn it on or anything, that would be totally reprehensible.  I just love surfing through the profiles, and I get tired of sites not allowing me to look without one, or worse, keep asking me to sign up.  I just do it right off the bat, then turn it off (make it invisible, whatever the site in question calls it).  

I know it's loneliness, the lack of love in my life, that leads me to keep doing this.  However, I figure it's pretty harmless at this point, so long as my profile isn't 'on', and I don't do more than look at profiles.  

Still, I tend to feel bad about it.  And yet I can't make myself stop.  I don't know if it's healthy or not, but right now I just need the distraction of it.  When I'm ready and able to date again, then we'll have to see.