I'm seriously in the midst of stagefright. wow, I'd forgotten how it felt. It's like a panic attack, but much more focused. Why am I suffering from it? Long story, which of course I shall share.

I mentioned in my last entry, last month, that I've discovered the joy of listening to podcasts. My favs are all pagan ones; I vastly enjoy listening to it, but parts of it really irked me. I mean, they all seemed so... wiccan. Since I'm not, it was an ongoing irritant. I would point out everything I thought of differently, harping on the damn subject, when it occured to me. Why not do my own podcast, from the non-wiccan point of view?

So here I am, planning out my own podcast. The website is done, all the little links and bits (impressive to me, since I knew nothing about it before last month), and all I have to decide now is whether to go with internet archive/feedburner or garageband. I'm kind of leaning towards the first; garageband is nice, but it's more music oriented, and since I don't really plan on playing a lot, it feels kind of wrong to use them for it. Plus, someday garageband.com might start charging podcasters for the bandwidth and storage, while the internet archive never will.

Obvious what I'm leaning towards.  Sigh.  Damn, so anyways, now I have to get serious about recording my podcast; I'm hoping to have it up and ready for listening by the 15th; I kinda want to do it for Valentine's Day, but since I want to publish shows every Wednesday, it seemed like a better choice to start on the right date.

So basically, for the last month, I haven't done a stick of writing that didn't have anything to do with podcasting.  I really should start fixing my novel, gods know it needs it.  Oh well, I will get this up and running first, then go back to novelling.  I hope.